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who are you???? yes, YOU!

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hmm

i know i haven't been writing something relevant in my online blogs for ages.. well, it's by choice. i chose not to share some of my stories anymore, kasi wala lang, who even cares, right?! no one but me. kawawa naman ako. huhu. lolz. kaya i just write my stories in my daily journal, and i've been doing that for years naman na eh. hehe

a lot of things has happened in my life, but the thing that i like most is, i passed the board exams! woohoo! the results came out last january. yay for me! thank You so much GOD for everything...

there's one thing i need now...and i hope that i'd be able to do it! i'm really nervous...11 days to go... *sigh* God, help me....please.... thanks!! :)

Shasha

Dear Lie

Dear lie
You suck
You said you could fix anything
Instead I'm fucked
You made things even worse for me
If I had balls I'd tell you get away from me
Guess I'm not smart
I let you unnerve me
I let you control me
Afraid the truth would hurt me
When it's you that hurts me more

[Chorus:]
Get outta my mouth
Get outta my head
Get outta my mind
Stop puttin' words in my head
Get outta my mouth
You're nothing but trouble
Get outta my life
Get out of me
Out of me (out of me)
Out of me
Out of me lie
Lie lie lie lie

Dear lie
You're dumb
You think you've got the best of me
You think you won
Misread my vulnerability
I've got your walls
Now get the hell away from me
I've learned your art
Won't let you unnerve me
Won't let you control me
The truth will only free me
And your lies won't hurt no
No more

[Chorus]

Lie lie
I've got
Your walls
Now get the hell away from me
I learned your art
Won't let you unnerve me
Wont' let you control me
The truth will only free me
And your lies won't hurt no
No more

[Chorus]

Lie lie
Dear lie
Lie Lie Lie Lie
Lie Lie
Dear lie

a lot of things happened in my life in 2005. most of them are super unexpected. some are bad, and some are good. but if i'm gonna weigh it over, i have to say that most of them are things that i don't like at all, really! sad but true.. things happen just like that.. you know what i mean. i've been hurt by some people a lot of times, without them knowing, but i still tried to understand them as much as i could but sometimes, i really just can't take it anymore so i just stay away, cry, and keep quiet which i know is not the best thing to do, but that's just the way i am. i can't do anything about it.. but despite of that, i'm still trying to be happy all the time or maybe show people that i'm happy even if i'm not?! nah, ofcourse not! i just don't want to feel the pain, that's why i'm trying to make myself happy even if i'm hurting. i just wanna thank God for giving me the strength and courage to face all my challenges in life. I love Him so much.

those who sow in tears shall reap with shouts of joy..

God sees the truth but waits..

Stand up for what is right even if you're standing alone..

peace and much love to all the people who rocks!

Shasha

PMS.............NOT!

people can be really annoying and irritating at times, without them knowing. i'm so sick and tired of being nice to some evil people. i mean, what's the use of showing kindness to SOME(heh) people when they don't show you kindness,too?! i feel so darn un-appreciated, even from the beginning. i really can't understand people like __. the hell with those kind of people. i've decided to just stay away from people like them cuz i don't wanna hurt no more. God, it's killing me. :( so yeah, that's the end of it! someday, they'll realize some things. heh. >= NO JOKE.

i'm glad that God gave me friends who loves me so like Learnie, Iris, Winnie, Jo, Angel, Ayds, Tin, Joanne, basta my college friends, and my family.. Lea came over yesterday and i loved the card that she gave me! the message is so sweet :)

"Because of you
I've laughed a little harder,
cried a little less,
smiled a lot for no special reason.
Because of you,
Ive felt the warmth of a good friendship..
Because of you, my world is a happier place."

then when she got home, she texted me and i was so darn touched with all the things that she said, i felt like crying whilewe were exchanging messages thru sms. hayy. God, thanks for giving me friends like Lea --- really supportive, caring, sincere, warm, sweet, appreciative and is always there... *sighs* May God bless them always. and may God bless the hearts of all the people who've been hurting me all these years aswell..no joke. it's just that someday, somehow, i hope they'll realize some things. yep, yep, yep!

the board exams? hmm. i just came home actually and there's just one more day to go! please help me God. i need a miracle, i really do. huhu.

Shasha

happy, i am.. ;p

God, thank You soooo much! i'm almost done with my clinical requirements! i closed four long cases this month(three before i left for the province, and one just now) and i'm really happy! just this afternoon, i finished my last posterior RCT case and i couldn't describe what i felt while my professor was signing my form! i just lack one more case--perio surgical--and the good thing is, i already have a patient for it and another good thing is, i know who the patient is so he couldn't escape from us! he is riza's cousin.. paul and i are just waiting for dr.veluz to come back to school because we want to do it under her supervision..) so today is the last day of august and it's learnie's birthday! but she doesn't want to celebrate cuz she's kinda sad cuz her patient wasn't able to come this afternoon. i really pity her, but i couldn't do anything. =( i don't think i'll be going online that much starting this september so i'm kinda like, saying goodbye for the mean time from the online world cuz i really have to study! there's the pre-boards, annnnd the board exams! i heard that the dental bord exams will take place on december 6, and i'm really nervous right now cuz i haven't been stuyding yet.. WOOT! but yeah, i already enrolled for the second batch of the dental board exam review in school, and it will start on the first week of october, and that's like, from monday-sunday! i'm sure i'll be very busy at that time! *God help me..* but still, i'm not sure if i'll be taking the board exams on december.. i'll take it if i think that i'm already ready for it! it's really nerve-wrecking, you know.. 0_0 and this friday, winnie and i will be enrolling in dr.villanueva's review classes.. i think we'll be starting to review next week.. busy, busy, busy.. ..goodbye.. . .is.. . .not.. ..forever.. love, Shasha

waah.. allergies!! =(

shux. i'm currently experiencing some kind of allergic reaction, and i don't know the cause. hmm. maybe because of the shripms? jeezus. i'm itching all over! huhu. but i already drank my 2 medicines 5 minutes ago *and i'm kinda dizzy right now..ZzZzZ* i let manang to go to the drug store to buy my medicines, and man, those 2 medicines are way too pricey! as in. but oh well, it's ok cuz i wanna get well. i don't want to be sick on my birthday! hehe ;p i remember, almost one year ago, i was sick.. i had measles right after my birthday and i was absent in school for one whole week and it really sucked big time! i missed a lot especially in the clinic.. i wan't able to do my clinic requirements.. so here i am.. still a student, an extendee to be specific. i don't wanna be sick again especially on my birthday! who wants to be sick anyway? *sigh* speaking of my birthday, check this out: DATE: August 22, 2005 SENDER: Hi sha! I just thought you might be awake. What do you want for your birthday as wellas Meh. Want to visit us on Christmas? Keep on praying and thanking God. Love, guess who? *and then i replied..* SENDER: I texted you in this number before that's why you know. Really, tell me and ask Meme.This is your chance. I only ask very few especially angels! Goin back to Doha on 26, pleasepray for us! *and i replied again..* ..there's only one thing i can say, i love the sender.. definitely one of the nicest people i know. ;) i gotta go, pinoy big brother is about to start! i love that show! :D God bless me, the reader *if there's any..lolz* and everyone else! :) love lots, Shasha

practice makes perfect?!

i don't know whether i have the right to celebrate or not.. *sigh* i was able to close/finish three long clinical cases/procedures this week.. yay for me! :) 1. posterior RCT 2. posterior porcelain jacket crown 3. perio routine ..i was also able to pass the first phase of my qualifying exam in cd(complete denture. hurray!) this week and i was almost done in the second phase, but the sad part is, sir told me to repeat the setting of the pontics cuz i set the lower pontics at the buccal shelf! and i didn't even noticed it! tsk, tsk! sayang talaga! ..and today, i tried my luck in taking the qualifying exam in rpd(removable partial denture) and dang! i freakin failed! huhuhu :( i was given the chance to improve my work but i was the one who told my professor that i'll just repeat my work some other time.. cuz i was not in the mood anymore.. after all "practice makes perfect.."(pfft!) the sad part is, i'll be away for 2 weeks.. actually, i'm already going home tomorrow.. cuz i'll be working on my mom's clinic cuz she's leaving for aussieland with my dad on monday so when i get back to school, i have to do my tasks as fast as i can so that i'll be able to catch up with the preboards in order for me tograduate... i still have 2 more cases left and i hope and pray to finish those 2 cases on time! ..and not only that, i'll be learnie's patient for her special surgery case when i get back,and i'm really scared and learnie knows that but i can't do anything.. she really wants to do my case and since she's my bestfriend, i agreed.. what are friends for, right?! but i'm still scared! (pain.. needles.. blades.. yikes!! 0_0) huhu! i know how difficult it is to find cooperative patients and that's the sole reason why i agreed! i just hope i'll be courageous enough on that day. *sigh* ..when will i see the light?! :( ..i hope soon! :) so i guess this is all for now! tata! :)

i miss iran.....

and i miss everyone over there...... especially.............


but anyways, it's nice to be back here :-)

i'll miss kippy :-(

she dropped by here kanina lang....kasi magpapa-graduation picture sila ngayon ni sherwin, so ayun, dumaan muna sya dito sa house para mag-bye bye..... naiiyak naman ako kapag iniisip ko sila... tapos na sila, ako at yung iba, hindi pa :-( i'll miss kippy talaga kasi she's soo nice saming lahat dito sa house... she's here every night kasi nanood sila ng tv... ah basta, i'll miss her. muntik pa ako maiyak nung hinug nya kami ni meme. pinigilan ko lang yung luha ko. sana po God, maging happy na si kippy and sana, maging top sya sa board exams.... i know she can make it kasi sobrang talino nung friend ko na yun!! :-) i'll also miss my other friends na gagraduate this march, syempre, pero i'll miss kippy the most, kasi ang bait-bait nya samin eh... :-( at napaka-martyr pagdating sa lovelife nya..palaging nagkekwento...palaging umiiyak... she told us nga na baka pumasok sya sa kumbento sa december kung sad pa rin sya sa time na yun.. sabi ko, sayang kasi she's matalino at she's a good dentist, pero syempre, she have to make the decision for herself, kasi life nya yun....sabi nga daw ng mommy nya, baka kaya naiisip lang nya yun is because, heart-broken sya... sabi naman nya, feeling nya talaga, may calling sya... so ayun... hay naku, life nga naman oh..... si meme, isa pa ring martyr, nakakainis! palagi na lang alex, alex, alex! streetboys, streetboys, streetboys... haay.... ang hirap magkaroon ng boyfriend na bolero, sikat, at playboy! ang hirap sawayin ni meme, ang tigas ng ulo. crazy in-love. tsk, tsk. kaya nga ba ayaw ko magkaroon ng boyfriend sa ngayon eh, kasi, they're always making girls cry.. :-( i'm scared to enter a relationship... so ayun... ;p chaka, i'm happy naman eh, that's what's matters... :-) hay,,, i'm leaving na yata next week.. basta, i wish them all the best na lang... sa may na ang board exams ng dentistry eh.. sana maging ok ang results.. sana pagbalik ko, good news ang maririnig ko about them.... sana pumasa lahat ng mga classmates ko na gagraduate na na magtetake ng board exams this may.... for now, i have to go na muna... i'll pack my things na... wala pa halos ako tulog eh... hindi pa ako nakakapag prepare ng things cuz ppa and mama called kanina, tapos after namin mag-usap, ang tagal ako kinausap ni fershte sa phone.. kasi yung PLDT, kahit long distance calls, 10pesos lang, kahit gano pa kayo katagal magkausap... so ayun.. sulit.. tapos, ang dami rin ng mga nagtetext... ang sakit na ng fingers ko, pero i have to reply them... :-) tapos kippy came here... ayun... ayun... i gotta go! God bless... :-)

the last messages in my chatterbox =p

1 Kevz ay naku naman... can u recover it? for me? I wanna read... the britney word is really intriguing and LAGI is a bisaya word maybe... i understand it... please lease.. I AM BEGGING Fri, Oct 01 2004 (08:01:44 pm); IP: 202.138.166.*; 2 Shasha kevin, 1. i don't know how to recover it. 2. you can just PM the poster of the non-sense thread. 3. i don't want to see such non-sense topics in my forum so i deleted it, it should be in your forum, right? cuz it's about britney. ok, i'm out! tc. Sun, Oct 03 2004 (11:08:15 am); IP: 203.160.187.*; 3 Kevz ok ok ok... and ur background now is BETTER than before! I like it honestly Sun, Oct 03 2004 (06:32:53 pm); IP: 202.138.166.*; 4 Shasha haha.. thanks. (maganda kasi yung girl sa background, that's why! LOL! joke lang!! Wed, Oct 06 2004 (09:04:10 am); IP: 222.126.4.*; 5 Kevz ah sus... di ka rin humble noh? ehehhhe Wed, Oct 06 2004 (07:28:24 pm); IP: 202.138.166.*; 6 Shasha hindi, makapal ang mukha ko! hahaha yun eh pag nasa kakulitan mood lang naman! lmao!! pero didn't i say vthat i was just kidding?! haha Thu, Oct 07 2004 (10:38:08 am); IP: 203.215.71.*; 7 Kevz naks.... maganda ka naman! uy... feeling humble na sya eheheee. WOW! JASMIN! Mon, Oct 11 2004 (03:18:46 pm); IP: 202.138.166.*; 8 Shasha nyay! 0_0 hindi ako maganda! hindi talaga.. anyways.. oo nga, WOW JASMIN! hehe Mon, Oct 11 2004 (06:39:23 pm); IP: 202.8.239.*; 9 Kevz ah sus... feeling humble!!! uy..medyo hate ko na jasmin.... Sun, Oct 17 2004 (05:04:51 pm); IP: 202.138.166.*; 10 Shasha bakit? dahil ba kay britney? haha! i saw your posts at the gwall.. i just don't talk that much dun kasi... haha Mon, Oct 18 2004 (10:10:22 am); IP: 202.8.237.*; 11 Kevz no... not because of Britney. bakit naman nasabi mo yun? Mon, Oct 18 2004 (07:06:05 pm); IP: 202.138.166.*; 12 Shasha dahil NGA sa GWall!! Tue, Oct 19 2004 (04:11:09 pm); IP: 203.160.187.*; 13 Kevz oo nga eh! ehhehe So ok i'llanswe ur na lang. Ndi dahil kay Britney noh... so bakit mo nasabi nga yun? u saw my thread about Jasmine ayt? u saw then ba mga comments nila? Wed, Oct 20 2004 (12:10:28 pm); IP: 202.138.166.*; 14 Shasha yeah, i saw it.. hehe Wed, Oct 20 2004 (01:05:14 pm); IP: 203.160.187.*; 15 Kevz so doon medyo na changed ung pagtingin ko kay Jasmine (dahil sa comments nila) at hindi dahil kay brit Fri, Oct 22 2004 (11:57:36 am); IP: 202.138.166.*; 16 Shasha so kevin, that simply means na madali ka manilawa sa mga sabi-sabi ng tao. oh man, dapat, you should have your own point of view sa mga things, wag padadala sa mga sinasabi ng mga tao. got what i mean? =p Sat, Oct 23 2004 (01:00:11 pm); IP: 203.160.187.*; 17 Shasha *maniwala i mean... Sun, Oct 24 2004 (11:48:13 am); IP: 203.160.187.*; 18 Kevz ndi naman sa ganun. i know how to stand naman on what i believe. kaso natamaan ako sa sinasabi nila. and yet i found them kinda right so medyo na change yung pagtanaw ko kay Jasmine Sun, Oct 24 2004 (03:55:09 pm); IP: 202.138.166.*; 19 Shasha ah... ok *wink* Wed, Oct 27 2004 (12:57:07 pm); IP: 203.160.187.*; 20 Kevz uy Shasha.. pwede..ahmm can i ask ur cel # ? Wed, Oct 27 2004 (06:53:43 pm); IP: 202.138.166.*; 21 Shasha ngeeeee... 0_0 wag po dito, i don't wanna broadcast it here. lolz. you can PM me at the gwall, irereply ko na lang yung msg mo dun, aight? ciao. Thu, Oct 28 2004 (02:52:41 pm); IP: 203.160.187.*; 22 sawmteii lots of ppl chatting here Shasha =PPPP Fri, Nov 05 2004 (07:16:13 am); IP: 205.188.117.*; 23 sawmteii hey shasha lots of chatting here... anyways am at work right now and fortunatley the systems are down and we cant do anything +)) Fri, Nov 05 2004 (07:17:19 am); IP: 205.188.117.*; 24 Shasha hey sawmteii! =) lolz..that's pretty cool, you can just sit back and laze around! hehe Fri, Nov 05 2004 (03:56:52 pm); IP: 202.8.238.*; 25 joann hey, there's this blogring called "i like weirdos" i thought u might wanna join, i did. Thu, Nov 11 2004 (10:38:16 pm); IP: 203.76.220.*; 26 Shasha part 1: Joann! woot! you're here. haha.. ok thanks, i might check that one out, but to tell you the truth, i'm not fond of joining those blogrings, i was actually thinking of deleting the ones on my list..but since you told me to join another one... Fri, Nov 12 2004 (04:51:45 pm); IP: 202.8.236.*; 27 Shasha part 2: ....i might just change my mind.. hehe.. =) Fri, Nov 12 2004 (04:53:06 pm); IP: 202.8.236.*; 28 madel c shasha madaya. d sinasabe may blog pla sha nice blog btw. i'll link you ha? ha? ha? Thu, Nov 18 2004 (08:46:54 pm); IP: 203.76.209.*; (@WWW) 29 Shasha madel, sorry! kasi this is supposed to be private lang talaga pero ayun nalaman nila..nalaman mo din ngayon.. sige, go ahead you can link me na. Thu, Nov 18 2004 (08:58:11 pm); IP: 202.8.236.*; 30 madel ganda ng pics ng gagaita heehee. i think ther's no way i could get out of our deal, huh? lol. geez, what did i just got myself into??!!! Thu, Nov 18 2004 (08:58:31 pm); IP: 203.76.209.*; (@WWW) 31 Shasha ngee.. *blushes* thanks madel. yeah, you can't change our deal anymore! :p you don't have to worry cuz i already have one of your pics :p but i need to see the recent ones! hehe Thu, Nov 18 2004 (09:10:56 pm); IP: 202.8.236.*; 32 Kevz Sha my friend... I MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY! ehhehee i mean it! Fri, Nov 19 2004 (01:53:13 pm); IP: 202.138.166.*; 33 Shasha hahaha.. kevin! missed you too Fri, Nov 19 2004 (03:49:46 pm); IP: 202.8.236.*; 34 sawmteii yay..finally stole your pictures =)) ... will send you the pic tonight... gotta leave for work now =P Fri, Nov 19 2004 (09:25:07 pm); IP: 210.18.180.*; 35 Shasha hahaha.. i told you it's so easy to "steal" the pictures here in my page.. LOL! Fri, Nov 19 2004 (09:58:08 pm); IP: 202.8.236.*; 36 Sawmteii tee hee Sun, Nov 21 2004 (11:14:16 pm); IP: 210.18.180.*; 37 Sawmteii hey.. i chat with Mike Shinoda this morning @ the Lp official chat.. i asked him a Q.. will post the Q & A in my blog by evening//// gotta leave for work now Tue, Nov 23 2004 (05:34:36 pm); IP: 210.18.180.*; 38 Shasha WOW! sounds cool! i'm happy for ya Tue, Nov 23 2004 (07:46:37 pm); IP: 202.8.236.*; 39 kish hey! it's the moffats in ur bg w their santa hat.. how cute! i was wondering if you could send me that pic? thanks so much in advance. anywa, thanks for replying to my post. ;p Tue, Nov 23 2004 (09:08:50 pm); IP: 202.78.70.*; 40 Shasha hi kish! ok sure, i'll be sending it to ya! (i guess you like the one that's not edited yet right? ..will send it soon!) Tue, Nov 23 2004 (09:41:48 pm); IP: 202.8.236.*; 41 sawmteii sha.. dun 4get to check my blog..posted that LP thing =) Wed, Nov 24 2004 (05:29:02 am); IP: 210.18.180.*; 42 Shasha ok Wed, Nov 24 2004 (01:24:06 pm); IP: 202.8.236.*; 43 Kevz wow... we had the same BG image! ehehee Wed, Nov 24 2004 (06:29:36 pm); IP: 202.138.166.*; 44 Shasha whatttttttttt?!! NO WAY!!! :P lol *goes and checks kevin's page* Wed, Nov 24 2004 (07:03:06 pm); IP: 202.8.236.*; 45 Kevz eehehehehe. i look what i replied to you at my site Wed, Nov 24 2004 (07:24:40 pm); IP: 202.138.166.*; 46 Shasha aahhh...you got me!!!! haha! Wed, Nov 24 2004 (09:35:00 pm); IP: 202.8.236.*; 47 kish thanks for the comment on the icons. actually, mdli lng pla sha gwin, super simple lng. want me to make you some? ;p Sat, Nov 27 2004 (12:49:48 pm); IP: 203.215.69.*; 48 Shasha weee.. talaga? 0_0 sige!! *hiya naman ako* hihi..pero sige, i'll send you some pics na ipapa-edit ko thanks, thanks thanks kish!! Sat, Nov 27 2004 (01:13:35 pm); IP: 202.8.236.*; 49 kish yep, just send me the pix and il make them as soon as i can. (basta un ganong lng sa pinost ko sa xanga ko.. i can't do the complicated ones yet. )hehe Mon, Nov 29 2004 (12:10:04 am); IP: 202.78.70.*; 50 Shasha ok, thanks a lot! Tue, Nov 30 2004 (03:44:53 pm); IP: 202.8.236.*; 51 madel thanks to your comments tlga nmn, naglulumaki ang pics ng hanson... hayy... nweys, hope you enjoy the show.... kunyare p yan, d excited *jokes* and yes... you're too old for zac, anjan nmn kasi si isaac e, nag aagawan p kyo ni meme. hehe Tue, Nov 30 2004 (08:30:30 pm); IP: 202.175.226.*; (@WWW) 52 Shasha naku madel super gwapo ni Zac. i love him!! *faintz* naku, i'll miss him so much ='( sana you went there..super nice concert! we saw judith pero sandali lang kami nag-usap. ang saya nung show! Wed, Dec 01 2004 (12:22:57 am); IP: 202.8.236.*; 53 madel saw your hanson pics... sayang blurred.. ganda sana yun kasi malapit kayo.. pero at least my souvenirs Wed, Dec 01 2004 (10:01:15 pm); IP: 202.175.226.*; (@WWW) 54 Shasha malikot kasi sila(hanson) eh sensitive yung camera namin sa movements, pero it's alright, happy na rin ako sa mga pictures na yun.. Wed, Dec 01 2004 (10:32:45 pm); IP: 202.8.236.*; 55 joann hey sha, do u post at hanson.net, i can't namimili sila ng domain ng mail e..... Fri, Dec 03 2004 (01:27:22 pm); IP: 203.76.217.*; 56 Shasha hindi eh.. lately nga lang ako sumusuot sa mga hanson site eh.. heehee.. try visiting the sony music philippines site, ok dun.. Fri, Dec 03 2004 (01:31:25 pm); IP: 202.8.238.*; 57 Shasha *hanson sites Fri, Dec 03 2004 (01:31:54 pm); IP: 202.8.238.*; 58 kish ei! i wasn't able to go to the concert but it's ok than ithought it'd be. heh. "sumusuot sa mga hanson site" ha.. lolz.. what a phrase, kulit! ;o) Fri, Dec 03 2004 (04:51:44 pm); IP: 202.78.70.*; 59 Shasha hahaha Kish! yeah, i'm makulit talaga ;p ..lately lang ako nagvivisit sa mga hanson sites =) Fri, Dec 03 2004 (04:55:08 pm); IP: 202.8.238.*; 60 joann haha, yeah..i just did. two days ago........i'm still a mortal. WAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!! Fri, Dec 03 2004 (09:20:21 pm); IP: 203.76.216.*; 61 Shasha i don't post there, i just read.. mahirap magkaroon ng dagdag na "addiction"... hehe Fri, Dec 03 2004 (10:01:12 pm); IP: 202.8.238.*; 62 niki ah,shasha i still didnt find ur hanson's pix,where r them??? Tue, Dec 07 2004 (07:29:53 pm); IP: 219.220.243.*; 63 Shasha -test- Fri, Dec 10 2004 (05:32:05 pm); IP: 202.8.238.*; 64 Shasha hey niki, just click the blue circle with the white arrow beside my name(i just figured out that i'm not allowed to type any link in this message box. ugh!) and i typed the link there in order for you to see my hanson pics.. they're all blurred though.. Fri, Dec 10 2004 (05:39:51 pm); IP: 202.8.238.*; (@WWW) 65 kish hey sha! woops, i made a comment but i posted it twice. sorry didn't mean to. ;p Fri, Dec 10 2004 (10:38:44 pm); IP: 202.78.70.*; 66 Shasha it's alright Sat, Dec 11 2004 (03:16:36 pm); IP: 202.8.238.*; 67 kish gosh, ang gwapo ni zac! Sat, Dec 18 2004 (04:15:47 pm); IP: 202.78.70.*; 68 Shasha haaayy grabe kish, SUPER gwapo talaga! hehe Sat, Dec 18 2004 (04:58:25 pm); IP: 202.8.239.*; 69 joann parang zac went out of the shower dyan sa pic na yan. ang gwapo!!!!! haha Sun, Dec 19 2004 (12:19:33 am); IP: 202.81.172.*; 70 Shasha yup, yup, yup.. gwapo talaga..hihi Sun, Dec 19 2004 (09:21:18 am); IP: 202.8.236.*; 71 Kevz ano ba yan... bakit may mirror dito sa site mo! pero thank u ha... it reminds me to fix my hair! ehehehe Sun, Dec 19 2004 (10:38:35 am); IP: 202.138.166.*; 72 Shasha grabe ka kevin, gusto mo ba ng scrub para sa face mo? ang kapal na yata eh! haha! joke! happy holidays kevz! Sun, Dec 19 2004 (10:55:33 am); IP: 202.8.236.*; 73 madel is it just me or mas cute p ren c clint kaysa kay zac! lolz! JOKE lang ha. nanggugulo lang me.. sha, thanx sa gift! happy holidays! Mon, Dec 20 2004 (03:51:33 pm); IP: 203.76.212.*; (@WWW) 74 Shasha parehas silang cute para sakin.. <333 hehe ang playgirl ko! LOL you're welcome madel ..ang weird, ikaw pa lang ang nakareceive 0_0 sana hindi mawala yung sa iba... happy holidays! have fun! Tue, Dec 21 2004 (10:03:48 am); IP: 203.160.187.*; 75 madel in ur previous entry, when i said that you can post it, i meant the pic not my message LOL. coz you wont be ale to direct link it coz my server doesnt allow it anyhows, im glad you appreciated it Wed, Dec 22 2004 (09:26:20 pm); IP: 203.76.215.*; 76 Sawmteii hey u online right now? i could have sworn this chatter box moveddddd Thu, Dec 23 2004 (05:54:22 am); IP: 210.18.180.*; 77 Shasha for madel: i know that madel, i tried puting the pic here,but it isn't showing up so i decided to put the whole message na lang. lol! it's not bad naman eh. hehe and yes, it's nice i'm a person who appreciates everything.... Thu, Dec 23 2004 (10:00:15 am); IP: 203.160.187.*; 78 Shasha for sawmteii: hey! i can't stay online for a long time these days.. so i'll talk to ya probably on january when i get back to manila. happy holidays sawm! Thu, Dec 23 2004 (10:02:14 am); IP: 203.160.187.*; 79 Kevz eheheh. so by the way, Merry Xmas to u Sha. lab u fwen Thu, Dec 23 2004 (10:29:44 pm); IP: 202.138.166.*; 80 Shasha merry christmas din sa iyo kevin! Fri, Dec 24 2004 (09:56:11 am); IP: 203.160.187.*; 81 Kevz i wanna text sana on that moment but loadless eh Sat, Dec 25 2004 (08:52:38 pm); IP: 202.138.166.*; 82 joann shasha! mishu!!! Sun, Dec 26 2004 (12:25:48 am); IP: 202.81.174.*; 83 steph heyyy friend ka nina joann,jam at kevin!!! haha lalang..merry xmas!!! Sun, Dec 26 2004 (05:03:48 pm); IP: 210.213.92.*; (@WWW) 84 steph hi friend ni jam,joann at kevin!!merry xmas!! Sun, Dec 26 2004 (05:04:21 pm); IP: 210.213.92.*; (@WWW) 85 steph ay flooding ba ako... hahahahaha !!! Sun, Dec 26 2004 (05:04:56 pm); IP: 210.213.92.*; (@WWW) 86 Shasha hi joann, i'm back.. hello to steph! =) happy new year! Sun, Jan 02 2005 (08:48:46 am); IP: 202.8.238.*; 87 madel happy new year! nice new layout! Sun, Jan 02 2005 (03:30:23 pm); IP: 203.76.196.*; (@WWW) 88 Shasha thanks! happy new year din! Sun, Jan 02 2005 (03:34:48 pm); IP: 202.8.238.*; 89 jam hey sha! I really like your new layout. Hehe. Sun, Jan 02 2005 (09:20:33 pm); IP: 210.1.92.*; 90 Shasha thanks Jam! hehe Sun, Jan 02 2005 (10:27:28 pm); IP: 202.8.238.*; 91 liza hello po, just bloghopping. may kamukha ka kasi, ung ate ng friend ko. un lng. ingatz! thanks for the comment! Tue, Jan 04 2005 (11:08:05 am); IP: 202.124.132.*; (@WWW) 92 Shasha ooooo... okay. lolz. welcome to my world. ;p happy new year to ya! Tue, Jan 04 2005 (02:00:32 pm); IP: 202.8.239.*; 93 madel nice pics, shasha! Tue, Jan 04 2005 (07:45:03 pm); IP: 203.76.215.*; 94 Shasha thank youzzzz =) Tue, Jan 04 2005 (09:22:59 pm); IP: 202.8.239.*; 95 Kevz Sha.. ano ba to I MISSED A LOT on ur site by the way, cool layout! and ABOUT my chatterbox... ok naman ah.. nakapost nga sina Tepay, Jam lately... and ako din Wed, Jan 05 2005 (08:44:01 pm); IP: 202.138.166.*; 96 Shasha thanks kevz. uhmm.. i'll try to post sa chatterbox mo mamaya.. Thu, Jan 06 2005 (11:35:39 am); IP: 202.8.239.*; 97 Kevz nice chatting with you lately eheheh Thu, Jan 06 2005 (09:28:42 pm); IP: 202.138.166.*; 98 Shasha haha.. yup! (tapos na-invade pa natin yung chatterbox ni jam, lagot tayo! lolz) hello jaminah! heehee Thu, Jan 06 2005 (10:20:25 pm); IP: 202.8.239.*; 99 madel wow nman c shasha! congrats with ur grades. keep up the good work Sun, Jan 09 2005 (11:26:43 am); IP: 203.76.214.*; 100 Shasha wahaha. kung alam mo lang, chamba lang yun ;p chaka even if ganun nga, i'm stll not graduating on march. *le sigh* Sun, Jan 09 2005 (04:00:46 pm); IP: 202.8.236.*; 101 Shasha woo! napaka-negative naman nung sinabi ko *toink* hehe..babawiin ko nga..lolz. pero kasi everything is so uncertain.. bahala na.. pero happy naman ako sa kahit anong mangyayari.. kasi ganun din naman eh.. hehe Sun, Jan 09 2005 (06:36:07 pm); IP: 202.8.236.*; 102 madel u should! u dont wanna jinx everything. anyways, ure not that fond of zodiac signs are ya? lolz. anyways, i liked mine... it sounded too positive.. Tue, Jan 11 2005 (08:25:08 pm); IP: 203.76.209.*; 103 Shasha i really want to graduate, of course! but, i still lack a lot of clinical requirements.. anyways, i am very fond of reading horoscopes and stuffs like that.it's just for fun though.hehe yeah,the prediction for pisces people is soo nice!good for you! Wed, Jan 12 2005 (09:51:32 am); IP: 203.215.71.*; 104 STEPH question..taga gwall ka ba!? kc sa gwol ako si donnoviel_steph ... friend ka ni jam db? Sun, Jan 16 2005 (02:55:19 pm); IP: 210.5.88.*; (@WWW) 105 Shasha Steph, i know you, tagal na. i'm sure you know me din =p nag-usap kaya tayo dun sa GWall. WAHAHA! i'm SCBDs_Angel familiar ba? hehe =p hindi lang ako masyado open dun sa GWall, that's why no one knows much about me ;p Sun, Jan 16 2005 (03:00:38 pm); IP: 202.8.237.*; 106 STEPH I know u!!! lagi kitang kinakausap!!! argh kaw lang pala un!?!?!? Sun, Jan 16 2005 (03:23:46 pm); IP: 210.5.88.*; 107 Shasha yep, that's me lol! remember the blackeyed peas thread sa music videos forum? (yung I AM FILIPINO thing? HAHA!) Sun, Jan 16 2005 (03:25:29 pm); IP: 202.8.237.*; 108 jam Sha! About dun sa thesis mo. Di na kasi ako nagoonline sa YM eh kaya di man lang kita nakumusta sa thesis mo. Fri, Jan 21 2005 (07:52:16 am); IP: 210.213.86.*; 109 jam Meron pa namang 8 weeks Sha. Kaya pa yan. I was in your situation when I was making my thesis. I so thought I can't do it. Pero with all the help of hardwork and friends, and a guidance from Above, I am glad I made it. Don't give up. Kaya mo yan Sha! Fri, Jan 21 2005 (07:54:13 am); IP: 210.213.86.*; 110 jam And syempre, encouragements form my parents did the trick also. Fri, Jan 21 2005 (07:55:22 am); IP: 210.213.86.*; 111 tish hey miss nice as pie! hehee that was cute Tue, Jan 25 2005 (06:06:08 pm); IP: 210.213.245.*; 112 Shasha lol Tue, Jan 25 2005 (09:25:08 pm); IP: 202.8.237.*; 113 madel there was an earthquake?! good thing i didnt feel it. the last time, it's been couple of days and i still feel woozy. o yah, thanx shasha to your messages. i need those Thu, Jan 27 2005 (08:17:04 pm); IP: 210.1.99.*; 114 Shasha you're sooo welcome, madel! feel better soon!! kaya mo yan, kung ano man yang problema mo! kailangan mo lang siguro si clint..lolz!! joke lang!! tc always! Fri, Jan 28 2005 (04:46:43 pm); IP: 210.213.148.*; 116 Julee Hey there!! Julee here! I got Xanga too. Hehehe Tue, Feb 01 2005 (11:04:46 pm); IP: 218.111.22.*; (@WWW) 117 kish 'stig ng pic mo! ;p Wed, Feb 02 2005 (02:01:47 pm); IP: 202.78.70.*; 118 Shasha hey Julee! i'll check out your xanga later Wed, Feb 02 2005 (03:30:26 pm); IP: 202.8.236.*; 119 Shasha kish, salamat! hehe Wed, Feb 02 2005 (03:30:47 pm); IP: 202.8.236.*; 120 tish yey shasha loves taho!!! yum yum yummmmmmmm Thu, Feb 03 2005 (06:39:53 pm); IP: 210.213.245.*; 122 Shasha tish!! hehe, yeah, i LOVE taho! i always have "taho-break" every morning with my friends in school. lolz. Thu, Feb 03 2005 (10:28:07 pm); IP: 202.8.236.*; 123 KISH waaah.. you have since uv been gone ni kelly. i love that song! weeh, dmi na option d2 sqa blog mo, aliw! galing2 mo na.. sna ako din.. lolz. Tue, Feb 08 2005 (09:17:50 am); IP: 202.78.70.*; 124 Shasha copy-paste lang naman ang ginagawa ko sa mga codes, syempre, thanks for telling me about the createblog site Tue, Feb 08 2005 (02:04:30 pm); IP: 202.8.237.*; 125 kish hah, there's so much to learn noh? copy/paste but atleast you know them. ;p weeh, sha2 galing2! ;p Wed, Feb 09 2005 (12:00:12 pm); IP: 202.78.70.*; 126 Nina-Baby Hey Shasha, thank you very much for your guestbookentry. I hope you are fine. Your homepage is great! I am proud of you. Have a nice day!!! Nina Wed, Feb 09 2005 (11:20:34 pm); IP: 217.226.29.*; (@WWW) 127 Shasha wow nina, thank you, i'm so proud of you, too! Thu, Feb 10 2005 (10:51:55 am); IP: 202.8.237.*; 128 jam Hi Sha! Happy Valentines Day rin. Mon, Feb 14 2005 (04:35:20 am); IP: 210.213.85.*; 129 Julee Hey gurl...Hepi V Day to u too!!! Mon, Feb 14 2005 (05:38:02 pm); IP: 218.208.240.*; (@WWW) 130 madel hi sha! la lang. naks. ganda n ng site nten ah. dame songs ngapz, sana maayos n pc mo. u know what i just found out n ung cd n bgy mo sken n may moffatts songs, ung ibang tracks hindi nagpplay at nagoopen din ng websites! as in nonstop. Tue, Feb 15 2005 (11:11:36 pm); IP: 210.1.98.*; 131 madel cguro may virus din akong ganyan. kainis nga e.. Tue, Feb 15 2005 (11:13:54 pm); IP: 210.1.98.*; 132 Shasha omg. nagkaroon ng virus ang computer mo because of the cds? yikes! 0_0 sorry!! :o ..di pa maayos pc ko la pa kasi time ang dad ko na samahan kami magpaayos eh, pero napapakinabangan pa naman.. i can enter all the websites na,chaka i can save files na rin. Wed, Feb 16 2005 (05:31:40 pm); IP: 202.8.237.*; 133 madel hindi noh! pro malala ung virus. as in nka encrypt sha sa lahat ng files ko. i might have to reformat the pc. this should keep me off for a while hehe Thu, Feb 17 2005 (10:11:24 pm); IP: 210.23.179.*; 134 Julee I finally changed my layout... hehehe Sat, Feb 19 2005 (01:55:36 am); IP: 218.111.20.*; 135 Shasha you finally made it, julee! it's nice and simple. just the way you want it to be. good job! Sat, Feb 19 2005 (02:06:33 pm); IP: 202.8.237.*; 136 Julee Hehe..thanks. But if viewed with Mozilla..it will messed up. Sun, Feb 20 2005 (02:20:24 pm); IP: 219.93.174.*; 137 Kevz ang layo na ng narating ng site mo! ehehhee Mon, Mar 07 2005 (07:20:56 pm); IP: 203.115.184.*; 138 Shasha oi kevz, di kita maintindihan *nalito yata ako dun. mejo mahina ang pick-up ko ngayon eh.. hihi*, but anyways, i'm glad to see you back. sorry, i couldn't make it sa saturday pero i'll try pa rin. ttyl aight? tc Mon, Mar 07 2005 (07:46:22 pm); IP: 202.8.239.*; 139 mitch hey shasha. Mon, Mar 07 2005 (08:46:55 pm); IP: 222.126.64.*; (@WWW) 140 Shasha ellow mitch! Mon, Mar 07 2005 (09:45:51 pm); IP: 202.8.239.*; 141 tish hello sha!!! Tue, Mar 08 2005 (12:31:28 am); IP: 210.213.242.*; 142 Shasha hi pretty tish! hehe Tue, Mar 08 2005 (10:07:01 am); IP: 202.8.239.*; 143 Kevz what i mean is.. parang ibang level na talaga site mo.. dami na effects ba.. compared to mine which totally sucks! im gona throw that site na! Sun, Mar 13 2005 (05:16:54 pm); IP: 203.115.184.*; 145 Shasha ah ok shut it down then! :P hahaha! :P joke! Mon, Mar 14 2005 (12:03:06 pm); IP: 202.8.236.*; 146 Kevz U WISH! :P take a glimpse of my site nga... someone is planning to have a COMEBACK wahahhhaaha Tue, Mar 15 2005 (07:10:29 pm); IP: 203.115.184.*; 147 Shasha ah sus. dumali na naman si kevin! haha. ok i'll go to your page later. ;p Tue, Mar 15 2005 (09:14:14 pm); IP: 202.8.236.*; 148 Kevz waz "dumali" ? Sun, Mar 20 2005 (06:12:59 pm); IP: 203.115.184.*; (@WWW) 149 Kevz ATTENTION: ATTENTION: Sha will be OFF for a couple of weeks. I'll try to update y'all on what's going on with her. In the meantime, keep dropping your messages here Sun, Mar 20 2005 (06:14:09 pm); IP: 203.115.184.*; (@WWW) finally! i'm done! *whew* i need to sleep na!!! it's 3:00am na!!! ano ba yan!!!!

i forgot to include this in my previous entry...

....this computer is soooo annoying! grrr! as in! damn that spyware virus...!! sobrang dami ng nagpo-pop sa screen!!! tsk, tsk, tsk!! ....anyway, halos eveyday kami ni joan mae mag-ka-chat the past few days, i told her about the situation of our computer since anti-virus engineer traineee naman sya... and... sabi ko, sya na lang ang mag-ayos nitong computer cuz nakakainis si papa, walang time kaming samahan sa pagpapaayos ng computer! i'm glad joan agreed! :-) woohoo!! yun nga lang, she's scared to do it kasi....(i don't know her reason..hehe) pero ok lang, payag naman kami eh, i trust her capability naman! so yay! :-) she'll fix the computer na.. yun nga lang, i don't know when.. i'll just inform her na lang kung kelan kami babalik ng manila.... then, she'lll come here, basta may vacant time sya... miss ko na rin yun eh.. so ang promise nya sa "bonding time" namin is, she'll come over na lang and fix the computer for us! woooopiee!! i can' wait. sobrang nakakainis na kasi itong computer na ito eh! as in grr talaga! *sigh* .....hay, late na.... kailangan ko na matulog after a few more minutes.... i still have to wake up early mamaya.... pero kasi i'm still busy checking some stuffs online pa... ;-p

vacation na! :-)

-we already added the recommendation on our thesis, it's almost done! :-) my groupmates will be the one to do the other jobs.. like the printing, bookbinding and stuff cuz i can't do it anymore cuz i'm leaving tomorrow.. i'll just get my copy when i get back to manila... ;-p -went to the church(ust) this morning with meme.. :-) and.....today is palm sunday :-) -visited pam in the hospital(ust). we stayed there for 3 hours, i think! i hope she'll get well soon. God bless her. -dropped by at the chapel in the hospital after visiting pam.. -already checked all my accounts online.. opened my emails.. visited the message boards.. visited my friends blogs.. had a chat with kevz and francis, my high school classmate(sobrang bolero! hahaha..hinihintay daw nya ako.. sabihin ko daw sa kanya kung ready na ako magkaroon ng boyfriend. ang kapal!! duh?! lolz..as if naman naniniwala ako sa kanya! bleah. =p naka voice chat pa kami at webcam...namimilit kasi sya eh. sobrang nakakailang so ino-off ko kaagad yun sakin. madaya daw ako. hahaha. so what? eh shy ako eh! =p) -removed my chatterbox on xanga..i don't know why, but i decided to remove it...maybe because i don't know if i'll be updating my account on that site anymore..i'll see..kung gaganahan pa ako pagbalik ko.. -my thumb is soooo painful because of that unlimited text! (i registered last thrusday)... a lot of people are texting me, yung mga naka-unlimited din. hay grabe! as in maya't maya. but it's ok! :-) masaya, pero masakit sa daliri. lolz. (i don't have suncell kasi.. i don't know why, pero i don't like it talaga.. in our family, ako lang ang walang suncell.. silang lahat, meron simula't simula pa! ako, ayaw ko talaga eh.. i don't know why though.. heh.. siguro kasi dalawa na ang number ko, magiging 3 pa! ayun..) -haven't even packed my things yet.. i'll wake up early to do it.. -i wanna enroll in the summer clinic para matapos ko na yung mga clinical requirements ko, para at least, mabawasan.. i'll see.. pero if not, ok lang din naman.. siguro, i need a break muna sa ngayon.. pahinga muna ako.. bahala na si God sakin.. :-) -AND OH! it's Iranian New Year today! aide noruz mobarak to myself! :-) hehe.. happy new year! :-) God bless me and all the people i love dearly! :-) i gotta jet! *sings* "i'm leaving, on a jetplane...i don't know when i'll be back again...." NYAK! :o heehee.. i will be back! ;-p .....soon! ;-)

nice lyrics

Artist: Billy Gilman Song: Elisabeth Album: Dare To Dream Namesake to Elisabeth Her daddy's pride and joy Baptized in her mama's tears soon after she was born 'Cause the doctor said she'd never live To see her sweet sixteenIt's a miracle she beat those odds And there's still no promise She will see tomorrowIt makes me wonder How life can give someone so much and take so much away Oh, Elisabeth You're a teacher you're a saint And I'm so glad you came to us Elisabeth, you make the world a better place With the kindness of your smile and your love And your beauty will live on and on Elisabeth She might not ever marry Or hold a baby of her own Things we all take for granted Are the things she may never know But she believes there's always hope And that's all she really has So she walks through life with passion and With dignity and class And when she cries, she cries in silence But never for herself She cries for everybody else, for everybody else Oh, Elisabeth You're a teacher you're a saint And I'm so glad you came to us Elisabeth, you make the world a better place With the kindness of your smile and your love And your beauty will live on and on Elisabeth And I'm so glad you came to us Elisabeth, you make the world a better place With the kindness of your smile and your love And your beauty will live on and on

i am who i am.. i am me..

hay.. tapos na ako magpa-graduation picture, sa wakas! hehe *feeling gagraduate this march* lolz... they required all of us kasi eh, as in compulsary sa college of dentistry this year kasi mga KJ yung iba, ayaw kumuha kasi gusto nila, exclusive lang sa college of dentistry yung yearbook, ayaw nila mapasama sa boung UE yearbook.. duh? that's soooo selfish of them.. masyadong matatas ang tingin nila sa sarili nila... so ayun, dean made a memorandum na dapat kumuha lahat kasi if not, hindi kami makaka-exit ng UE!

i hope maging ok ung mga kuha ko, naku... if hindi maganda yung mga pics ko dun, naku, magpapakuha na lang ako sa ibang studio... sa color point.. bakit kasi sa pro feel ang ue eh! *sigh* anyway, ayun, sana lang talaga ok yung shots ko.. hindi kasi yata ok eh, and yung make-up ko, nilait pa ni meme! ang pangit ko daw!! ang bad nya!!!..... lolz... :-D

our "CHIPPY!!" days is over! :-)

omg! i'm like, sooooo happy!

our group did well on the defense of the thesis this morning!! we were the first group to present, but we did great!! we're the only group among the 10 groups in he "graduating batch" that has no revisions to be done.. we just had to add one thing on the recommendations part, which was suggested by dra.formantes and that's it, and some minor editings na lang! we'll be doing it tomorrow or maybe on saturday, i think.... the professors were so happy with our work, and they praised us for a job well-done! coolie :-)

woohoo! thank you God! our hard work paid off!! thank you soo much dear God!! this is the reason why i'm not graduating, but i'm thankful cuz at least, even if i sacrificed a lot, all the hard-work that we put in this thing paid-off! :-)

whole day yung defense... as in... we all look like zombies.. with big eyebags and all... dapat, today kami magpapakuha ng grad pic, pero almost everyone backed-out kasi mukha kaming engotz...tired and wasted.... tomorrow morning na lang :-)

after the groups presented their thesis, me, jelaine and joanne went to st.jude to attend the mass.. :-)

i soooo lack sleep, i'm so tired, but it's ok... :-)

i'll surely miss this thing.... i'll miss my groupmates, too... :-( they're like here everyday since last week cuz we did the paperworks here... i did almost all the job, but it's ok... :-) i enjoyed doing it naman eh.. :-)

graduate na ako sa subjects!! woohoo!!! congratulations to myself... and good luck to myself na rin sa mga kulang ko pang requirements.... sana matapos ko kaagad.... please help me, God.... *sigh*

i'll post some pictures.... i'll miss all these..... here are the pictures that i took: (i was the "official photographer" of the group...tssss... =p)

busy people

preparation of the agar

weighing the powder for the agar

jelaine and jo, both tired

that's gem, donating some blood that we'll be needing to the blood agar plates

pouring the agar on the petri dishes

getting plaque samples for the brain heart infusion broth from manong(our patient)

preparation of the agar

preparation of the slides...

veiwing the prepared slides on the microscope

the bacterias in the prepared slide

streaking...

sample picture of one plate with lots of bacterias!

and..i'll also post some pictures of our kulitan time here in my house (taken last march14)... hehe.. damn! my eyebags got worse!! eewwww!!! sobrang laki!!!! yikes!!!! 0_0 tapos, last night halos di pa kami natulog kasi nagreveiw kaming lahat dito sa bahay, lalo yata lumaki ang eyebags ko, ang pangit!! .............we're 12 in the group, so ayun, sobrang siksikan kaming lahat dito sa bahay, as in...parang sardines.. lolz..

our group picture sa studio...(kulang ng 3 members...cuz they didn't came..)

hah! too many pics.. there's a lot more, but enough na yan.
i'll miss all these... our favourite word these past few days while doing our paperworks and presentations???: CHIPPY! haha! :-D

hay grabe....i'm still awake... eh magpapa graduation picture pa ako bukas, este, mamaya na pala yun.. life nga naman oh... *sigh*

it's late, and i suck at writing! :-(

i've been sitting infront of this computer since 10:00am(yesterday? damn!) i'm tired, i need to rest, i have to sleep(my eyebags are getting bigger! that sucks major butt!...i'll post some pics after the defense...ang pangit, as in!!!! ewwwwnessss!!!). i'm the one who's editing everything for the thesis..... word documents(there's like 90 pages na for the thesis), powerpoint presentation, excel, pictures(i'm the "official photographer of our group" haha).... basta everything.... but i'm enjoying it, cuz i love sitting infront of the computer naman eh, but, i need to rest, i ain't no robot!! *sigh* i tried making a bio for myself a while ago, and i can't think of anything to write down cuz i suck at writing! :-( i'm not a good writer... and i never was anyway.... here's what i was able to make for myself: (i think i'll just edit it tomorrow, if i'm in the mood to re-do it...and IF i still have time to do it, cuz the defense will be on thursday, march 17 good luck to us!) *what?? it's tomorrow na pala!!* yikes. i have to go and get some sleep. today or should i say later will be another busy and long day for me, and my groupmates... hindi yata kami matutulog eh... waahh :-( pano yan? baka kami magmukhang zombie sa grad pic, eh kukunan kami ng picture after the defense ng thesis... *le sigh* Marzieh C. Motavalli Kachaee or “Shasha” and her twin sister, Fatemeh, were born on the dawn of September 4,1982 in Lucena City, Philippines. Shasha is the eldest daughter of Engr. Taher Motavalli Kachaee, a businessman and Dr. Lourdes Camacho-Motavalli Kachaee, a dentist. Aside from her twin sister, she has two brothers, Sasan and Mehran, and one sister named Fereshte. Shasha received formal schooling at the age of 4 at Infant Jesus Montessori Center, Philippines, graduated in advanced casa in the year 1989. She graduated in grade school in the year 1995 at the same school. She spent her high school days at Holy Rosary Catholic School in Lucena City and graduated in the year 1999. She took up pre-dentistry at the University of the East. To many, this half Filipino-half Iranian gal is known to be shy and quiet. But the people close to her can tell that she’s a very jolly and talkative person, too. She loves to smile a lot, and she enjoys every moment of her life for she believes that life’s too short to be wasted on thinking about problems and frustrations. She also believes that “everything happens for a reason” that’s why she says that it’s easy for her to accept all the things that are coming her way. Shasha is a very God-fearing lady. She loves God above all. She always tries her best to do good, and be good to all the people around her. In fact, one of her favorite lines is: “God sees the truth, but waits” which was taken from a book that she read way back her high school days. She also loves her family and friends so much and she’s very thankful for having them in her life. A home-buddy. She likes spending time alone with herself doing the stuffs that she loves doing like listening to her favorite songs, surfing the net, or sleep. She also enjoys watching concerts. She loves traveling, she wishes to tour the whole world in the future. She loves the simple things in life, those simple things makes her happy. At present, Shasha is enrolled at the University of the East College of Dentistry to pursue the Degree of Doctor of Dental Medicine. This young lady has a very simple goal in life and that is to be happy, contented and successful in her chosen field someday and she says that when that time comes, she’d be more than willing to help the people who will be needing her help.

60 questions.. i'm sooo bored. *sigh*

1. Name = shasha 2. Piercing = one on each ear 3. Tattoos = have none 4. Height = 5' 5. Shoe size = 5 1/2 6. Hair color = brownish black.. -LAST- 7. wat u doing? = answering this survey! duh?! 8. song u listened to = nelly - over and over again 9. cd u bought = just recently?! none! :-) 10. person u called = no one. my mom was the one who called us.. - DO - 11. u have a crush on someone = yeah 12. u wish u could live somewhere else = sometimes 13. u think abt suicide = sometimes..sorry God :-( 14. u believe in online dating = nope 15. others find u attractive = i dunno 16. u want more piercings = i was thinking about getting a new one ;-) 17. u like cleaning = depends.. 18. u write in cursive or print = it depends - HAVE YOU - 19. ever cried over a boi = i think so 20. ever cried over a ger = uh.. 21. ever lied to someone = of course.. nobody's perfect! 22. ever been in a fist fight = yeah, just for fun tho! :-) - WHAT - 23. shampoo do u use = we keep changing..but now, it's pantene :-) 24. u are scared of = death, height, snakes, ghosts.. 25. number of times i have been in l0ve = i have to say that i've been in-love a lot of times.. (i've been in-love with people but i've never been in a relationship..) hehe 26. number of times i have had myheartbroken = hmm.. hmm.. hmm.. can't answer this one cuz i've never been in a relationship! 27. number of times my name appear in the newspaper = never! 28. number of scars i have on my body = i've no idea, but i do have scars, and that sucks! 29. number of things in my past that i regret= too many to mention - FAVOURITE - 29. 5 letter word = oh wow, i have NO IDEA 30. cereal = cerelac, yeah, it's delicious! lolz.. 31. chewing gum = mentos 32.color(s) = yellow, blue, red, purple, pink, green.. 33. day(s) of week = friday, saturday, sunday 34. least fave day = err..none! 35. flower(s) = roses, sunflowers, tulips..heehee 36. special skills = extracting people's teeth..muhaha. :-D 37. summer/winter = spring :-P - HAVE YOU EVER - 38. gone out in public in ur pyjamas = yeah.. hihi 39. cried during a movie = yeap, a lot of times! 40. been to new york = nope 41. china = nope 42. california = nope 43. europe = nope 44. hong kong = nope 45. japan = nope (oh wow, that sucks!! i wanna go to those countries!!) - RANDOM - 46. what time is it now = 12:48pm 47. apples or bananas = bananas 48. Blue or Red = blue 49. what are u gonna do after this = i don't know yet.. i'm really bored :-( maybe i'll visit some messages boards... 50. what was the last thing u ate = rice and corned beef.. heehee 51. what do u do when u're bored = listen to music, surf the net and read anything on the different websites, sleep... 52. last noise u heard = i dunno.. 53. last time u went out of state/province = hmm..last month.. - FRIENDSHIP & LOVE - 54. do u want kids one day and if so, howmany = like wow, i don't know yet :-P 55. most important thing to u in a frenship= honesty, loyalty, acceptance, and.. friends should be very understanding to one another.. - OTHER INFO - 56. thing u dislike abt urself the most = won't tell! :-P 57. worst feeling in the world = guilt, frustration, pain, sadness 58. who u l0ve = my family, my good friends 59. who u miss = a lot of people :-( 60. who u like = secret :-P

my new hairdo

i just got home from the parlor. i'm like so frustrated cuz my fave parlor(david's salon) near my place closed, and i didn't know it!!! i just found out this afternoon! :-( so i just went to another one, cuz i badly need a haircut for some reasons..won't tell the reason though! ermm ok, i'll write it down here na cuz no one really knows about this place naman eh.. hehe. it's because, after the defense on thursday(march17), all of us are required to go to this certain studio for our graduation pictures, we're all required to have our graduation pictures taken on that day, on that studio(even if we don't want to) and we're all required to subscribe to the yearbook..and they just announced it last week cuz dean made a memorandun! and i'm so not ready for it! as in! i was planning to have my grad pic taken on june in another studio..but, what can i do? hehe. ok lang.. ganun din naman eh.

anyway, while the gay guy was cutting my hair, i was a little bit nervoused cuz i was thinking that the outcome might be bad.. as in.. and.. look:














waah.. i think i look ugly!! and my eyebrows looks weird..(hindi pantay ang pagkaka-gawa!!) :-( i hope i won't look stupid on my grad pic!

WHAT?! dave moffatt on canadian idol?!

i still cannot believe this news. i'm still in a "state of shock". haha. i just saw the audition video of dave a while ago, it's on the official website of the canadian idol show. dave looked nervous. when he was asked if he's planning to sing moffatts songs, he said he's still thinking about it, but he might sing walking away by craig david, end of the road by boyz II men, maroon 5 songs, annnnnnnd... hanson songs! HAHAHA! :-D that was the funniest part. anyway, i know he was just kidding, and yeah, it was funny. lmao. he said his brothers laughed when they heard that he'll be joining that contest. but they are happy for him aswell. nice! :-) i still find it weird though, cuz you know, he's already mr. dave moffatt, from the former band called the moffatts, and they're like so famous all over the world! and why do he have to join that contest? for him to be famous? nah...no need!! those kind of contests is like, only for the new ones...the amateur ones... oh well. i wouldn't be surprised if he'll be disqualified one of these days cuz, he's like, "over qualified". if he wants a career, all he have to do is to release a new album with nice songs and that's it. people will still support him. i'm sure i will. hehe. :-) but anyway, good luck to dave. teehee. soooo anywayyyyy....we're still busy doing the write-ups for the thesis. actually, it's done! i mean, it's almost complete. we'll just add the abstract and our bio's on monday, and we'll do the final editing aswell... i just finished doing the powerpoint presentation a little while ago, i'll just show it to the other groupmates on monday kasi we'll be doing the final editing on that day... my groupmates are always here everyday, and inaabot kami ng gabi..it's really tiring.. and, my fingers are aching cuz i'm the one who's doing all the job. *sigh* plus, ayan nga oh, my eyes is feeling uncomfortable again...heavy ulit yung feeling... hayyyy.... and then next week, magpapagroup-picture kami sa studio, and then grad-pic naman after the defense of the thesis. like duh? eh pano yun? wasted ang mga istura namin sa day na yun kasi syempre, defense, puyat kami at ngarag at nervous... at ayaw ko pa sana magpa-grad pic cuz i don't like the studio, gusto ko sa iba, pero required na daw kami magpakuha dun sa studio na yun cuz dean made a memorandum just recently na it's like, a requirement for the graduation, also the yearbook... as in compulsary na magpapicture kaming lahat next week. kinda weird, pero ok na rin. bahala na. magpapapicture na lang siguro ulit ako sa labas kapag hindi ko yun nagustuhan yung picture ko. hehehe. :-P

exams is over!!! woohoo!!!

finally! :-D i took my last exam in college this morning.. haay.. i felt sooo good. as in. plus, we're excempted in two exams(oral surgery and comm dent3)...coolie!! i'm finally done with all my subjects. graduate na ako!! woohoohoohoo!!! thank You God!! but yeah, i'm not yet done with my clinical requirements so, i'm still not graduating this march. :-( i lake 5 more clinical cases...and 2 qualifying exams.... and 2 preboards...and because of that, i'll have to enroll again next semester.. *sigh* this is like, the saddest part of my life, too...cuz a lot of unexpected things happened to me, and that was the reason why i wasn't able to finish all my clinical requirements(no patients, no chairs, typhoons, rallies, strikes, i was always sick last semester, and to top it all, the thesis took most of my time this semester!! waaaahuhuhu)... but anyway, why should i be sad? i'm still young and there's no need for me to hurry... i know God has good plans for me... heee... i hope! right God? heehee.. ;-) these next few days, we'll be busy doing the thesis...last night nga, me and my groupmates stayed here in my house until 12:00mn just to compute for the statistics and i made the powerpoint presentation na rin(just a rough draft something...), so, we weren't able to study for our test this morning(prostho ss2) very well, but it's alright... :-D then this afternoon, while some of my classmates we're taking the test in comm dent3, nag-film showing naman kami ng dental services namin...the groups who were excempted... after the group presentation for comm dent, me and my thesis groupmates went here na.... we typed again some things for our thesis...it's almost done! woohoo! konting editing na lang... but i'm kinda scared cuz we're group ONE sa defense. eeeek!!! 0_0 i'll post some pics that me and my groupmates took just a little while ago.. heehee... happy-happy! :-)

i'm such a crybaby

i'm crying while typing this entry. why? i realized that i still can't take the fact that i'm not graduating this march. ayessa was here a while ago, and while i was talking to her, pinipigilan ko lang ang sarili ko na wag umiyak pero sobrang naiiyak ako while i was talking. and then, i cried when she left. tomorrow will be the 3in1 preboards and some of my classmates will be taking it, yung mga sure na na gagraduate kasi close na nila ang clinic nila. super naaawa ako sa sarili ko. i know more than half of our batch will not be graduating, pero kasi naaawa ako sa sarili ko kasi super saklap ng nangyari sakin eh. huhu :( :( :( God, please help ME!!! tapos kaninang hapon, nakakainis si dr.tui. super tigas ng puso nya kaya ayan tuloy, halos lahat ng prof and clinicians, naiinis sa kanya. argh!! namimilit ba naman ng ayaw? hay grabe. oh well.

di bale. happy thoughts naman. this morning, natapos ko na rin sa wakas gawin yung class two composite inlay sa teeth ni sasan. i got a grade of 95! cool! tapos dr.salazar was so happy for me cuz she knows na super hirap gawan ni sasan kasi super pasaway at reklamador at ang hirap i-handle, and she told me.. "uy, sa wakas, natapos na nya ang kalbaryo nya sa subject requirement nya, nakangiti na sya" ...syempre naman! kasi nga, i felt so good kanina. eh para kasi ako bibitayin kapag naaalala ko yang clinic, especially the subject requirements kasi i don't want to fail sa subjects ko. so ayun, i'm 101% na gagraduate na ako sa subjects(woohoo), yun nga lang, i'll have to finish the 5 clinical cases pa SOON and yung 2 preboards na naiwan ko....God, help me......!

this afternoon pala, nagbunutan ng kung sino ang mauunang group na magpresent ng thesis nila, and darn. we're the first group!!! hay. good luck na lang samin. ang daya nga eh, kasi binigay na lang samin yung number, eh number 1 na lang yung natitira. bwiset!

anyway, i really have to go cuz i'm feeling so bad right now. *sigh*

God is good, i know that. God bless me.

our group's excempted for the final exam in comm dent 3! woohoo!

busy. busy. busy. i was super frustrated since last week. so kakainis yang clinic na yan. bakit ganun?? laging napopostpone ang mga gawain namin. :-( sa super inis namin ni winnie, we went to the mall last monday and ate na lang sa Auntie Anne's -- yummy pretzel. yum, yum!! eating, kwentuhan -- pampalipas ng sama ng loob.. and we bought some things na rin(mga gastadora. yikes. i have to save money na.) anyway, i'm always tired. ayaw ko naaaaaaaaaa! bwiset!!! huhu :-( God, help me......... this morning, after our hospital dentistry class, i went back home....got the album, and went to LBC kasi ipapadala ko yun kay madel...so ayun. and then, i went back home again and arranged all the papers na ipapass namin. nagtype ng mga kulang and had them printed.....tapos, went back to school again...... i sooo lack sleep! ang sakit sa ulo. parang binibiyak. ouch!! :-( so, last night, we did the presentation and all that for comm dent3. all the groups presented their works this afternoon. i'm glad it turned out ok. our group's excempted for the final exams which is scheduled next week. so, we have no final exams in comm dent and oral surgery! woohoo. saya! hehe. treat ko sa sarili ko? ice monster at st.thomas square, kanina, after class. yum, yum!! but, i'm so friggin tired. :-( *le sigh* and i'll miss my super kulit groupmates!! *the elite group(name of our group). nyak. snort. "the daya group" kamo, baka pwede pa. lolz.* pero i'm happy cuz at long last, we're done with all this community works na. thesis at exams na lang. i'll post some pics. :silly: bj, miguel, lala, asti, winnie, me, ethel, viola that's us, waiting for our late groupmates sa "kanto". hehe stolen shot by lala the paparazzi viola, bj, lala, ethel, me, winnie, wena, miguel me, ethel, winnie, viola, miguel, bj, lala our group at the front of the health center in our chosen community time to take a break the three groups who were assigned to lecture and conduct dental services at correctional in mandaluyong. pray, pray, pray! :-) me and my friends the girl right there is checking her instruments, with the help of her friends nasan ba ako jan? ah ayun, nakikipagdaldalan.. hehe. ang mga dalagang pilipina sa aming kolehiyo. gagraduate na si asti.. i'll miss "her" :-( our instruments. arvin a.k.a my "crush" administering anesthesia. yikes ba? hehe :-D blood! blood! blood! pahinga muna kami. tired and wasted na eh. that's me with lala and anne ang mga makukulit. ;p carmi, ate sally, lala, viola, asti, grace kulitan time again kasi tapos na ang dental service. hapon na. punta na kami sa megamall after. pasyal at kain naman, gutom na kami eh. =p ________________________ that's cloe, my new cousin. she's so cute! i wanna see her!!!